This is no surprise to me. I've always known I'm unusual. But I've found yet another way in which I am unusual and I don't like this way very much. For the last few weeks I have been attacked by what appeared to be a case of malaise. Just a downhill slide. I haven't been hitting the marks in any part of my life. Not keeping up with the house very well. Not keeping up with design very well. Not keeping up with exercise very well. Not sleeping well. Always tired. And so on..........
I have had a lot of heart to heart talks with myself about it. I have wondered where my goals went. Where was my self discipline? And I have been very disappointed in myself.
Disappointed in yourself is not a fun way to live. At least in my case, it results in a lot of negative self talk. Honestly, I have enough negatives in my life without spending time beating up on myself. And this is really not characteristic of the woman I've come to be. I just couldn't figure it out.
Saturday I woke up with "a sore throat". Sunday it was worse. Except it wasn't really a sore throat. I still had allergies but no runny nose, no chest congestion........ And, actually, my throat wasn't sore. It was more my neck than my throat. Kinda like an extreme case of "I slept wrong"......... I admit, I couldn't figure out for the life of me how one could get a sore neck (front only) from sleeping wrong.
Well, last night I got the answer. And it's darned frustrating. I have been taking niacin for several weeks. I did some research and found that it lowers LDL cholesterol, raises HDL cholesterol, and helps clear arteries. This is all good, right? It is particularly good for a woman who is walking around with a stent in her chest. But, last night I discovered a downside--it works against the thyroid. Can you imagine?
I have known for years that a) "normal" thyroid production operates on a scale; b) that taking meds at the high end of that scale raises blood pressure, but lowers cholesterol. Well, truth be told, I've blamed my blood pressure problems on thyroid stuff for years. And I've resigned myself that until my thyroid is doing the job it should do, I will have blood pressure problems. So, I've been more interested in lowering cholesterol. I prefer my thyroid meds on the high side. Not so high that it pushes me beyond the normal range, but edging up toward the point where it's topped out.
I have literally experienced a 100 point drop in cholesterol with an increase in thyroid dosage and a low carb eating plan--in the period of 30 days! Yes, I watched that happen in my own body.
Well, here's the fun part. Raising the thyroid med dose lowers cholesterol. Taking Niacin lowers cholesterol. HOWEVER, taking Niacin lowers the effectiveness of the thyroid production! Now isn't that weird? They are, apparently, mutually exclusive, at least to some degree. I am postulating that there is a war going on in my thyroid. And, where is the thyroid located???? Exactly where my "sore throat" occurred, front and center on my neck.
I know that taking a high dose of Niacin requires frequent liver testing, so I kept the dose I was using well below the recommended cut-off. Nevertheless, now I am dealing with this war. So, I am going to reduce my Niacin intake and see if the "sore throat" goes away. I'm betting it will. But, I am torqued that Two substances my body obviously needs fight each other. What is up with that?
So, I think I may have found the reason for my malaise. And it isn't lack of self discipline. My thyroid meds have not been able to do the job because of the Niacin. Bah! So, I will try doing the Niacin only on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. We will see if that helps. If not, I am going to have to discontinue the Niacin. I REALLY don't like that because my current level of thyroid meds is absolutely at the low end of the scale. This doesn't seem to have had any good effect on blood pressure and it's bound to have a bad effect on cholesterol because that's just the way things work. But, thanks to the "sore throat" and some research, I have figured this whacko thing out and should be feeling a bit more nike me soon, which is good news...........
Hey, do you remember when I was working on a collab kit a while back? Well, that's the new kit in the store this week. And it's darned cute. I pulled together 4 color palettes and gave my partner the choice. I was a bit "afraid" of the palette she chose, but she was absolutely right. So, for a fun combo of design styles, check this out:

This kit is in my store at A Cherry on Top. You can also find it in the DaeDesigns store at Scrapbird. And who IS DaeDesigns, you might ask. Well, none other than Ms. SarahWhithers who is on my Creative Team as well as several others and well known to many of you. The preview is linked to my ACOT store. Just click and shop. As always, you can buy the separates as well--just the elements, just the papers or just the alphas. Everything is on introductory special for a limited time.

This layout is by Laura who lives in snowy Ohio. She was happy to see a spring kit so she could "think spring" instead of think "snow days". Beautiful springy photos are highlighted with bright colored elements from the kit. Do you love the blended papers from the kit? I know I do!


Here's a fabulous 2-pager from Lori. I LOVE the big photo on the second page and the cute little cluster at the bottom of the journaling. Those gorgeous green frames are included in the kit. I think they're really special and so are Lori's clusters, created to draw the eye to the darling photos on the first page of the layout.
So, that's it for today. I'm working hard to try to pull myself together and get something done. Say a prayer for me............ YOU be BLESSED today.