I won't be hurrying out there--it's only 42 degrees right now! But, by somewhere around midday, it should be warm enough to get some outside work done.
The first thing I have to do out there is summon enough strength to pull a BIG bundle of tree branches to the curb, in hopes that they'll take 'em tomorrow. Then I will move to the patio area and scrape the little bit of that beam remaining. And, then, out comes the paint and we get that thing painted. Then if I can still move my right arm, LOL, I'll be starting on scraping the fascia. There are still no days with highs towards 60 in the next 15........
Then it's on to my daily to do list. But, today, I'll be washing hard floors. According to my housekeeping plan (and, looking around, it sounds a little ridiculous to even say I HAVE one), I should also be doing laundry, but I have only a tiny amount of that hanging fire due to the fact that I washed up everything on Christmas Day. (Sometimes I'm a little hard on myself in this area. I'm not quite as bad as I sound. But I grew up with a woman who cleaned things that never had a chance to get dirty in the first place. I'm not THAT person..........)
I have 4 Christmas gifts to wrap. It also sounds a little ridiculous to say THAT, not because it's after Christmas, but because I am not at all sure I should have spent the little bit of money I actually spent. Then I waffle over and wonder if I should slip some $$$ in the gifts to make them a little less embarrassing.
I figured out that I am going to miss my coveted gardening seminar on the 1st. I have to work. I'm sorry to miss the seminar. It is being put on by "The Tomato Lady", a local LV gardener who has been gardening successfully here in the desert for more than 20 years. She was even going to give out free starter plants....... Oh, well. I need the paycheck so I will go to work and I will smile!
This job has been a tremendous help in more ways than one. December 31 brings me closer to the end of an annual period of time that has been very tough for me. Starting in November, I face Thanksgiving, my anniversary, my birthday, Christmas, Joe's birthday, and the anniversary of Joe's death--alone. But, this year, getting through this tough time has been made a lot easier because I have the job. I'm sure, also, that the fact that Joe has been gone almost 6 years helps. Not so much that I don't miss him. More that I'm getting used to "alone" and in many cases I view the solitude, quiet, and freedom to do what I want when I want as being acceptable in my life. I think this is progress. I'm grateful not to be depressed this year!
Speaking of Christmas gifts, my mother instructed the person who is handling her finances to send me a check for my birthday/Christmas gift. I haven't received anything. Perhaps it is just because Monday was a federal holiday. I don't know. But, I've avoided calling her because she will ask and I will be forced to tell her the truth and then she will worry. She is and always has been a champion worrier, but at 96, I'd like to avoid making her worry if I can....... The truth is she'll find something to worry about anyway, but I'll be happier if nothing I say or do helps her to do that.
I forgot to tell you that I got a free dozen eggs at TJ's last night. I'd picked up a carton of eggs as I strolled through the store. The cashier opened the carton and noticed that one egg was cracked. She called for someone to bring a replacement, but it happens that was the last carton of those eggs they had. So, she called the manager over and he decided since they couldn't give me a replacement product, I should have the eggs for free. That saved me $1.79! Just another example of the favor of God operating in my life. I DO need reminders of His favor every now and then. Particularly after my most recent day at work.....
I am still not going to disclose details of that. Suffice it to say I seem to have been held accountable for a stranger's criminal intent. I apparently needed more "training". It was well done but....... I DO think they watch me. I'm sure they watch all of us. However, after more than 6 months of apparently never having a cash drawer that was short (if I did, they've never told me about it) and calling in sick only once, it seems to me maybe I've earned a little trust. But, maybe no one is trusted in that store. I don't know. A little distrust is a pretty good thing when you have employees handling many hundreds of $$$ in cash on a daily basis. I think the thing that was the most disturbing about the whole event was that the Assistant Store Manager who has been mighty good to me was in on the "training" session. He didn't say much of anything. But his presence made it much more stressful.
As I see the event, a person with the intent to steal or defraud the store came to my register. I am the only little old lady cashier with visible white hair. So, to a young, BIG black man with criminal intent, I probably looked like an easy mark. I'm sure he looked at me and decided he could easily overpower me if it came to that. I also happened to be operating the register closest to the exit. I didn't stop him or get the merchandise back from him, but neither did the younger, stronger, faster, more experienced person who tried. He simply knew he was "had" as a thief and just walked out the store. And most stores have rules that such folks will NOT be pursued for fear of liability if an employee gets hurt.
When I was at Target, they had a commitment to "Loss Prevention". They had 3 people on duty every minute they were open. They had multiple surveillance cameras both inside and outside. They had the "no pursuit" rule, but they relied on the exterior cameras to get license plate numbers of thieves. Also, the strip mall where Target is located has security officers (multiple security officers) on patrol all the time. THIS store does not have as heavy an investment in security.
We are right next door to Costco. I haven't been a member there for some time, but when I was there, exiting the store was difficult and there was always a manager visible up front and 2 people on the exit door comparing carts to register receipts. The truth is, I'm fairly sure Costco experiences their share of theft as well. There is that old saying "Where there's a will, there's a way"..................
But, be that as it may, I am frequently "busted" for not knowing I should do something. I have, in fact, been told the opposite of some of the things I should know I'm supposed to do, by people who were placed in temporary "authority" over me as trainers. But, when I'm "busted", I learn. That's a good thing. It's also a hard way to learn.........
So, anyhow, I figure I have about 3 hours before I should be gearing up to go outside. I'd better be getting on with life around here. YOU be BLESSED today.